Hello
the name's humaira ahmad
16, turning 17 on the 30th of december
Batch of 2010 Tanjong Katong Secondary School
tanjong katong band; trumpets
loves music
Chit chat chit chat.
Monday, January 18, 2010 6:13 AM
haii. so everybody waited for years, and so did i. but i dont see the urge. i dont feel like saying anth. i feel like forgeting. and i shall continue to believe that " I just havent met you yet " 987 has "make-a-wish-monday today" i wish i could have smiled genuinely today. i wish i didnt have to put on tht fake smile evrywhere i go, so i wont offend people. i wish i could be me. now that its coming to an end, i begin to think of th start. recently, i've been constantly reminded about my miserable sec1 years. and how from then on i was convinced NO ONE would accept me for being me. till now, im only me with 2-3 people in school. other then tht, you can say, -ive been faking it all the time. i feel miserable and left out in _____. i hate it. i wish i could be well accepted like the rest or maybe understand and speak _______. so what if i write it here, i dont mean to offend. but no one reads anyway, soo, whatever. k off for the night. bye.
oh and, people, dont be so dumb. if you want to confess, you should've done it 2 years ago. not now, when she's leaving and you know very well tht it'll just cause a heartache. good luck anyway(: